With the arrival of BabyBird came a time of resting. It was pretty hard for me and I definitely pushed the boundaries of what I should do, probably waylaying my recovery even further. I didn't mean to but I found myself resenting others that were enjoying
their summer while I felt tied to the bed and the couch - to feed our bubba, and
because I needed to recover. About ten days ago I started to feel human again (mostly) with a lovely feeling of energy and ability. I'm mostly back in the kitchen - not quite making three course meals, but baking bread again and I made Jbird some cookies recently. I'm able to walk fairly long distances without regretting it. Most importantly, I feel more comfortable about BabyBird's daily needs and wants and what we can do together. Yesterday we did five out-of-the-house activities and survived to tell the tale. Unfortunately, I also have this strange feeling of having blinked and missed something - so much of her newborn-ness has disappeared.
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